Monday.
wonderful monday night, meeting with almost all NY geppers.
being trigger happy, at table 53 with truth or dare that's long past.
i miss all of you!
how fun it was,
atop the playground, talking absolute crap with shuuy, hoonie, chryz.
being absolutely comfortable.
i love you loads shuuy!!!! and chryz!!!!! and hoonie!!!!! and ella!!!!!. =)

and deep within i know, it wont be the same.
not when pple who you think are de closest to you bitch about you behind your back.
thinking that you dont know.
so everyone thinks you're so sweet and gd natured, but i guess i do know better.
innate malice? maybe.
but then again, i dont care.
say what you want, we were carved of different marble blocks.
wind chiseled, seawater eroded, yet dont think for a moment to manipulate me.
i do keep my distance.

disillusioned, today, wednesday.
dont let it come crashing down on me that all i stood for was the pretty iceberg with no depth beneath.
leave me my bubble, my little remnant of sanity.